| Fighting
To dream that you participate in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.
Sister
To see your sister in your dream, symbolizes some aspect of your relationship with her, whether it one of sibling rivalry, caring, protectiveness, etc. Your sister may draw attention to your family role and sense of belonging. Alternatively, your sister may be a metaphor and actually refer to a nun. In this case, she may represent spiritual issues. | comments: Leave a comment   |
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| My website's layout has been changed. It's not quite as colorful and fantasy-like, but I rather like it. The navigation on the left side is really helpful. Check it out, it's all my artwork...
Fantasy Art by Jesse H.V. Dippy
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| I haven't updated in the longest time. I've had so much stuff to do for school, it's been driving me crazy. I've been worrying so much about some things that I just can't push to the back of my mind. I'm trying so hard to let it all level out, but there's no way it's gonna happen if I just sit back and watch.
Every day, Kara sinks further and further into my skin and makes me itch. Ever day I want nothing more than to just have her leave and never, ever come back. I don't feel anything for her except hatred. Every day that everyone else in my house becomes more accustomed to her, the more and more she imposes on my life.
It's driving me up the wall and there's nothing I can do about it. I hate her, and it's not affecting her in the least (yet), but I can't get something to eat or talk on the phone or sit in my livingroom without her being there to annoy me with her presence. I hate her.
She perfectly ruined 2 1/2 years of my life and now she's back.
I wish I didn't have to live here.
It's literally consuming me. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I found this for guys online and every word of it is true :)
1) My best friend knows everything. She knows all of your vitals, and she knows how they compare with those of every other man I've ever dated. I have done a hand-comparison measurement so I can divulge size and girth with a high level of accuracy. Ask her about me, or chat with her about our relationship, at your own risk. She will tell me. Even -- in fact, especially -- if she promises not to. Remember that she is my confidante first, and yours never.
2) When you go away, even for a day, I sleep in your favorite old T-shirt because it smells like you.
3) I fantasized about being with you at least a dozen times before we actually first got together.
4) I still think about my ex-boyfriends and compare them to you. Mostly you win. Sometimes not.
5) My body really isn't naturally this hairless and smooth all over. But I will never allow you to see any indication whatsoever of all the shaving, tweezing, waxing, exfoliating, and moisturizing that gets it this way.
6) I only appear to have it all together. My true organization (or lack thereof) is revealed in my closet, my makeup bag, my desk files.
7) When I say, "I'm ready," I'll need exactly 7 more minutes to get ready. Don't try to cheat the system by showing up 7 minutes later; I will still need an extra 7 minutes.
8) When I say I'll met you in 15 minutes, I really mean that I'll leave in 15 minutes.
9) You've made me cry more times than you'll ever know.
10) I obsess about when you're going to call me again. So don't worry about looking too eager. Call. Even if you only wait until noon the day after, it will feel like a lifetime to me. And don't send me an e-mail.
11) I want you to talk a little dirty.
12) At the beginning of our relationship, I save all of your voice mails and listen to them (and make my friends listen, too), repeatedly.
13) I'm constantly testing you. I observe, analyze, and judge every action, word, gesture, e-mail, and facial expression. When I ask if I look fat, you shouldn't tell me that I do, no matter what.
14) I check out your butt every time you leave the room.
15) I need constant indications that you want me around. That's why it's better, for example, to say, "I want you to come away with me for the weekend. Could you come with me?" than to ask, "What are you up to this weekend?"
16) I love it when you get a little jealous.
17) I start fights with you because I'm feeling ignored. I'm trying to force emotion out of you. And never tell me to "calm down," unless you want to guarantee that I absolutely won't.
18) Even if I insist on paying or splitting the bill on our first date, I'll think you're cheap if you let me.
19) I may find your best friend repulsive, but I've fantasized about sleeping with him. Not because I want him, but because I want a piece of a guy who is so close to you.
20) If I'm going to break up with you, all of my friends know way before you do. I've been talking about it for 2 weeks.
21) When we do break up, I put all photographs of you and mementos of our relationship in a shoe box and store it in my closet.
21) Even if I tell you how much I hate compliments, I really love them, so do it... a lot. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I called you and the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
Mkay... well I must say that life is very good :) The biggest thing going on right now has to be the fact that Kara moved back in with us this last weekend. Yes, that's right Kara, the evil, disgusting, self-destructive, lying, cheating, fat, ugly, annoying, bipolar, schizophrenic bitch!! I hated her... she's my step-sister, and she moved in with her mom for a good 3-4 years after she made 2 1/2 years of my life hell. But oh no, not now... her dear little mommy couldn't handle her. Honestly, she'd been expelled from all of the school's there, and she kept running away, so her mom abandoned her with us... again.
I had a dream about her the other day, I think the day before yesterday that she was in my room and I told her to get out, but she wouldn't so I beat her up, and it was so real... I could feel her skin and bones under my knuckles and her blood on my face. After I dragged her out of my room I got up and looked in the mirror and I could see her blood on my face and on my clothes... it freaked me out because it was so real. I hate vivid dreams that aren't lucid.
I think that's all I can complain about, really... lol, so I'll stop being a baby, cause it's not as bad as it could be, at least now I have my own room (freakin' yay!). Also, I'll tell you what, man, God is good!! He's really doing awesome things, and I'm loving every minute of it. Me and Chris are doing good (Britt knows, tho, wink:wink) and we're hanging out Sunday, don't forget!! <3 Miss ya... Kene's here, and that's fun, so I always have something to do when I'm bored after school at my house. School's great, even tho I freakin' failed myself on an English test cause I didn't study, mehehe...
I hope everyone is doing awesome, 'specially after last Saturday night, it was an effin' blast! But this sista' might need a little prayer for the step-sister dilemma... ;) <3 to all...
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| Just got back after another sleepy day at school... and it went really good except that I didn't get to see Chris at all! It's cause I didn't get to school until right when the bell for 2nd period, I'm sorry, don't be mad :( I suppose he can't be that mad tho, otherwise I'll tell everyone he's gay, lol hun!
Scr3aM3r7 (4:33:46 PM): I get to bake a cake tonight
Scr3aM3r7 (4:33:49 PM): it's gonna be fun
DraXVAZ (4:35:05 PM): i love baking
DraXVAZ (4:35:09 PM): i'm a domestic goddess :)
^This guy is my hero.... hehehe
Mike Townsend really said some things that weighed on my heart last night at church. It all makes sense, if anyone wants to hear about it, im me... Scr3am3r7 Also, this new guy Jon was talking to me about drawing him a tattoo ::SMILES:: I'm happy about that, he said he could see the holy spirit in me, so he'd let me do what I wanted with his vague description... makes me all fuzzy inside.
Me and Kayt are about to leave and hang out, Kristin, too... I'm so glad that we're finally gonna hang out! I must say that I thought she hated me, lol, but I suppose now everything's ok. It's gonna rock hard...
And I get to bake a cake tonight, cakes are fun ;)
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| Wow, fun day today :)
My friend Chris is teaching me Krav Maga (spelling?), or in other words, teaching me how to kick the shit outta people... the right way. Haha, so now I know how to block, kick, choke, punch, hook... all this good painful stuff.
I think one of the best parts about it is that afterwards, we went to our friend Nathan's house and ambushed him with silly string (mwahaha!)... And then he squirted his gel shaving cream all in my hair so I beat the crap outta him with all my newly learned Krav Maga... good stuff :)
Dood, CO & CA are coming here, AFI, freakin' BNO again (cause they rocked the first time), and SENSES FAIL!! And how could I even forget the Hardcore Festival!! Gracious, a good couple of months are about to come, and I'm excited. I'm kinda sad tho, cause I was dreaming about blowing up yellow balloons that wouldn't stay inflated, and I looked that up in a dreamer's dictionary, and that's supposedly means that situation in my life will take a turn for the worse...
Meh, life's good right now and I like it :) Oh yea!! Mike Townsend got the tattoo that I drew for him already!! Like, literally, my artwork is forever on his skin! That makes two people with my artwork on their bodies. And soon it'll be three, because I drew another tattoo for my buddy Jacob, and he's gettin tattoos left and right, lol... that makes me happy :)
I'm gonna go call some people, reserve our snowboards in NC, and then I'll prob clean my room and go to bed :) Maybe I'll draw a little. Goodbye, my Lovelies, <x3
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